Today was a total loss. I spent most of the day sleeping and bingeing. The only victory I can claim is that I did not purge, which is actually something to be proud of. I guess. I feel so lethargic, even doing this post feels like a lot. I’m wasted on carbs. This used to be comforting but it isn’t working anymore. I’m still feeling too much.

Back to bed to sleep off the rest of this day and start fresh when I next wake up. I can do better. I can be better. I can.

13 thoughts on “Wasted

      1. yeseventhistoowillpass

        I knew someone that stopped the binge purge cycle when they realized, “it’s not about food.” A moment of Satori was all it took. I hope you too have a moment of Satori. Peace

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      1. yeseventhistoowillpass

        That moment of awakening will kick in your recovery into high gear. See the goodness in yourself.. Its easy to see every fault and blemish but your real self is pure. Light a candle at night and look iro the flame and kbow that is like the real you… Peace

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