Deep Dive

Starting this week, I’m going to be going deeper in my posts by sharing some of my issues with my eating disorder.  These posts will most likely be triggering, or a cause of judgment, so what I’m going to do is clearly mark the posts and have the content below the cut and you can choose whether to read it or not.  This is not going to be easy for me, but it’s either do this or start an anonymous blog to discuss what I’m going through, and I really don’t want to have to do that.  So just a heads up.

Hope everyone’s weekend is going well.  I’ve been barely able to function this week (hence my thoughts about going deeper here).

I hate it when the darkness goes from soothing to scary.
~ love & light

Here But Not

Just a quick pop-in to say I’m still alive and kicking, and I’m really, really sorry that I haven’t been commenting or liking much.  I’m just feeling so awful … nauseous, shaky, dizzy.  My sugars are still way out of control and it’s impacting everything at the moment, including my vision (blurry much?!) and my memory.  I have to get myself under control.  I can’t keep living this way.

In the meantime … please don’t give up on me.

I’ll Be Back

Just a quick pop-in to say I’m sorry for not responding to comments or visiting blogs.  I appreciate them all (!!!) but I’m feeling like crap : (and I just want to sleep so I’m going to take a couple days away to get some rest and ignore the computer.

I will be back as soon as I feel better and until then, be good … or not, it’s your preference.  😉

hugs to you all!!